blue skies are coming.

man, i sure am close to finishing finals and moving out and then my roadtrip to utah! I AM SO EXCITED.
i have been so stressed out with school and moving, while keeping some stuff out that i'll be taking on my roadtrip. it may be bad timing, but it's really the ONLY time i can get out there since i start summer school next week.

i feel super blessed to be living with the schmidt family. they are so great, and i think i'll learn a lot! it's a blessing to be living for free too, and save up some money for my future in utah and all that God has for me.

i have been going through a trial of trusting God with financial things that i've really noticed lately. i always thought i was the girl that didn't care about money at all, the girl that didn't want a lot of it. however, with zach going back to school and unemployed recently, i've been so nervous about what is going to happen or how we're going to start out. but it's been cool to see his faith and trust in God and his comfort in the unknown, which is something i am SO BAD AT. i feel blessed that God made us different and in that sense we'll help each other through our differences and similarities. i also think it's cool that God is refining me NOW rather than later. i know in my head there is nothing to worry about, but it hasn't hit my heart yet. i want heart-knowledge. i know it'll all work out, and i'm excited to see what God has for zach and i in the future. i'm confident He'll lead us, i just need to not be anxious.

i've found a new obsession with mumford & sons. what a GOOD band!!! listen to them if you haven't yet. so good.

life is good, i want to count my blessings more. tonight we're going to new belgium and then hu-hot to celebrate janet, and her servants heart of leading the team for so long. i'm nervous that i am the only girl leader right now but i feel blessed to have andrea as an apprentice and such awesome men leading the team. God's grace is sufficient, and our team is undergoing a lot of changes but i trust God and just want people to fall in love with Him more through team. i'm also going to sundance tonight. it's a country line-dancing place where allison, jenni and i used to go ALL the time. so al and i are going to go with two of our friends, kira and jene. we haven't been this whole school year so decided to go on the last week of school (ever for allison! crrrazy!) so that will be fun.

well, i better go start the moving process. goodbye for now!